Some come, some go...

"...The ones that stay with you through everything, they're your true best friends."

Or... so you thought! It's taken me a few days to write this blog and I'm surprised really... generally I'm one to touch on things directly as they happen but this one I kind of just let sit and stew...  I guess to just kind of process it all really. I'm not sure what I was reallly expecting... maybe that things would go back to normal? But the truth is... I don't think things will ever get back there... what's done is done, what's said is said... and there is no going back.

I'm sure you're wondering what the fuck I'm talking about, right!? Well... I lost my best friend. Or who I thought was my best friend anyways... turns out, you never really know anyone. Six years, down the drain...

I'm not really going to talk about it, there's no need to go into detail... I also figure I owe that much to him... he thinks I'm immature because I write these sorts of things, or post to my twitter/FB when really I just use them as some sort of portal for some reason... a chance to spit out whatever it is I want to say when I want to say it... I have that right, don't I!?...

Oh well... he apparently thinks a lot of things about me... I'm jealous, I'm miserable, I'm annorexic, I'm pathetic, I'm childish... and so on and so forth... you see, these are the kinds of things you can't take back... and this, is why we're no longer friends...

But I'd be lying if I said I wasn't going to miss him... or who I thought he was...