#LAME

I also just wanted to quick whip up another post to address my lack of picturessss! :'( Which is mainly what this blog was suppose to be for.

I have to be honest, I just haven't been finding the time to just get out there and shoot... it deeply deeply saddens me. I promise to make it a point to get out there this summer. I am really looking forward to potentially start working with actual people and not just nature.

My mother-in-law has asked that I do a little update shoot with the fam, as all her gingers have grown up now!! ;) I cannot express how EXCITED I am!!! I think it's going to be so0o fun and hopefully, absolutely fantastic. I already have so many ideas floating around this little brain of mine 8-) I really really hope I won't let her down!!! <3

All for now, loves!
XOXO

Twenty-threeee!

Well, yesterday was my 23rd birthday! Woo0o... I have been waiting my whole life to be 23! ;) No idea why really, I guess that's just always been my favourite age!!! I don't even wanna think about 25.. farrrr too old... I plan on staying 23 forever, okay? Deals!! :)

Let's just start with, getting older SUCKS!!! This, by far, was my worst birthday to date. Funny hey!? Totally looking forward to it and it, obviously, would blow chunks. Ahhhh well, what can ya do... it's just another day.

Somewhere, lost in my boredom yesterday, I did however manage to take a few moments to sit and reflect on my life and where I am now. Most importantly, who's there with me... like actually with me. Not the people who say they are... yet never call, never write, don't post on your wall, or make a status. Why would you, right!? I have never once meant anything to you. And as each day passes you sure make it a point to kick me in my face and remind me of the relationship we will never have. I thought I was getting you back, I truly did. For awhile there I was even dumb enough to think you were my best friend. To think that we might finally be on the same level and enjoy where we are and reminisce over how long it took us to get here. But that was all a dream, a very short-lived one... and I am still a fool, to think that you might ever care. I am done reaching out to you...

Mark my words, from here on out... I will live for me, and only me.
(OK, my hubby too!!!) 

I love my husband!

I just wanted to share some of my favourite facebook posts from him 8-)
He sure knows how to brighten my days!!

  

 

"roses are red violets are blue, i love you just for you!
you are more then the perfect wife, im glad i have you for the rest of my life
you put up with all of my shit, and you never stop just for a little bit
i cant wait to finish our story together, i know it will be forever
i need to tell you just how much i appreciate every little thi...ng you do,
your my sexy wife and god damn i am madly in love with you!" 06/02/11

"rawwr!, im the yellow green dinosaur thats going to eat you up!" (LOL♥ fav!) 06/07/11

"have i told yeah lately............... just how much i love you! :D" 05/25/11

"la la la love yeah!...... wannabe ginger :p" 04/25/11

"were going to build your credit and then were going to shred it
were gonna smoke that kush and then maybe smush (hhahaha)
our 2 years is almost here.... oh dear!!!!
im madly in love with you, and all the things you do
yeah you do drive me crazy :D , and soon ill be like dallas fat and lazy
love yeah :D cant think of ne more so im going to go wake you now :D" 02/13/11

 

"sammi sammi you so fine, dont you no your always on my mind. on a scale of 1 - 10 u come out a 20 :D" 05/12/10 

"love you to, oh yeah just so u know im eating my steak off of u and useing ur bellybutton to hold my god damn delicous bbq sauce :D ohhh boy im so freakin excited, lets just say ur lucky im not eating my potatoes off of u 2 :D hmmmmm now that i think about it, im starting to think thats one hell of a good idea :D hope u like gravy hehe sucka!" (Bahahah, ohh he makes me laugh!) 05/05/10

And unfortunately, all the other good ones are on his old account! :( He doesn't FB often but when he does, it means a lot to me! We spend all day, every day together and I know how much he loves me... but for him to go out of his way and still send me random posts here and there is beyond sweet. I've said it a million times and I'll say it again... I really am the luckiest girl ever, I'm soo happy to have met him!



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Exactly what I needed to hear!

I'm not really in the mood to blog today, I'm having kind of a blah day.. I'm not even really sure why, lol. Just one of those days I suppose! 8-) I just wanted to quick pop here and share a great quote, which helped me see a lot of things...

"Sometimes you just outgrow people... don't try to fight it, understand it, or repair it. Just let it be."

...just let it be! ♥ And I shall, these things happen... you don't always get to keep your highschool friends forever... this isn't highschool, this is real life... and your true besties will shine through! Some old, some new... "it doesn't matter how long you've been best friends. What matters is, who said they'd be there for you... and who proved it." (Another goodie!! Quotes are one of my favourite things.. there's nothing like a good meaningful quote to find all the words you couldn't.)  And I mean, let's face it... even if you give it time and make up, nothing is ever the same.

Anyways, ta-ta for now!

XOXO