Well, yesterday was my 23rd birthday! Woo0o... I have been waiting my whole life to be 23! ;) No idea why really, I guess that's just always been my favourite age!!! I don't even wanna think about 25.. farrrr too old... I plan on staying 23 forever, okay? Deals!! :)
Let's just start with, getting older SUCKS!!! This, by far, was my worst birthday to date. Funny hey!? Totally looking forward to it and it, obviously, would blow chunks. Ahhhh well, what can ya do... it's just another day.
Somewhere, lost in my boredom yesterday, I did however manage to take a few moments to sit and reflect on my life and where I am now. Most importantly, who's there with me... like actually with me. Not the people who say they are... yet never call, never write, don't post on your wall, or make a status. Why would you, right!? I have never once meant anything to you. And as each day passes you sure make it a point to kick me in my face and remind me of the relationship we will never have. I thought I was getting you back, I truly did. For awhile there I was even dumb enough to think you were my best friend. To think that we might finally be on the same level and enjoy where we are and reminisce over how long it took us to get here. But that was all a dream, a very short-lived one... and I am still a fool, to think that you might ever care. I am done reaching out to you...
Mark my words, from here on out... I will live for me, and only me.
(OK, my hubby too!!!)
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